Phew!

Finally, my mid-year exam ended with the last paper set by Ms. Jenny. No, not this Jenny. The chemistry teacher in my school- Ms. Jenny. Yes, she has the same name as me. However, I would be luckier if she really was my chemistry teacher this year. That exam paper really made me miss Mr. Alex. It has the same style has him. I didn't have to look at the name (of the teacher who set the paper) behind the exam paper. Question 36 told me. My chemistry teacher didn't say anything about question 36, so my second guess of Ms. Jenny setting the paper was a full-score right. I haven't had enough sleep. Studying til late in the night was tiring. I blanked out during the Physics paper. Sad huh.

A friend told me my history teacher-Juann Man (it's just his nickname) complimented me when he marked my paper. I'm not bragging because I'm not even sure. I barely studied for his paper. So, I bet he was sarcastic. The way he's always been. Bahh...I don't know if she's even right.

Sometimes, I have to admit it. Being in SSG is kinda like prison-lonely, quiet, etc. I just hate not having my say when I need it. Now, I really know what it's like when one loses one's voice, one's right, one's rightful opportunity to say or express what one wants to which is relevant. Not just that, I also experience what it's like to ignore the importance of listenting to another. The whole 'surprise punishment' thing really pisses me off. It's like, we commit an offence and then we don't know the consequence of it. It's not fair. We ought to know the consequences for every action. There is a reaction for every action. What kind of adult treatment is this??? And they say they're treating us 'like adults'. What crap!! It really feels like prison. Eventhough there are friends with me who are friendly but at times, it gets lonely. One out of the bunch. To remain a shadow. I just have colour now.