Happy

I'm happy again. Yes! I'm not so emo already. Last few weeks, I really was depressed. I was just good at hiding it. Plastering a smile on my face and all that giggling when I feel like crying made me a really good actress I must say, just no Oscar. It's been a few years that I've been struggling to come to terms with myself and accept myself due to really harsh remarks about my initial state. That really brought me down and I gave up a lot of things-many a time, it's art but art won't give me up neither will performing. I'm finally starting to get back to my normal self and pampering myself with a favourable amount of chocolate. I have to retrain to be able to sing like I used to again. The devil's got me for too long and I'm not scared of him anymore. yay. =)